Funny. I went to the blog section to write this, and the random blog entry was "Dani's Gonna Have a Day Off!" Ironic!!!!

Anywho. It was a good day. Kind of weird seeing two girls I haven't seen in over a year, and in another country added to that. I didn't spend much time with Yumi and Taki when I was in Japan, but they were always nice when we did hang out. Yumi always gave me kisses on the cheek! So it was nice seeing them.

I took them to Old Sac. I'm pretty...

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So, next week I have a day off. Surprising, no? Anyone who knows me (or is lucky enough to actually get a chance to talk to me) knows that I have two jobs and work seven days a week. I like to think I still have plenty of free time, but I'm fairly absentminded. There are things I don't get around to doing. I also have the horrible habit of being very inattentive to friends and family. There are so many people from college, from Japan, from work that I want to keep in touch...

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You know who you are...

Lupe Fiasco - Sunshine
"You're my sunshine, you're my moonlight, you're the starry skies above me won't you please come down and hug me"


"She says that 'I've been waitin for you and I know that you've been chasing me too. Since they kidnapped me from my castle I've been thinking of you'
I told a fire breathin dragon he bet not harm me or be sorry when he meets my for...

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I feel like I've been all over the place for the past few weeks. There has just been so much going that related to me, to my best friend, to other friends. It can be hard, frustrating, and exhausting trying to focus on so many things at once. Added to that, I often stress about finances whenever a bill is due and every time I get paid.

Thankfully, I'm not miserable. I enjoy being busy, even if I don't relish being stressed about finances. Bottom line is, I've been able to pay all...

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I'm feeling kind of out of sorts these days. I'm in this weird limbo where I can't go forward, but I definitely will not go backward. I'm comfortable w/where I am and how things are, but a small part of me still wants something more. Not quite sure of myself, my feelings, my thoughts - especially when it comes to the opposite sex. I'm holding back, even though I want more.

And I feel like I don't make sense at all.

There is so much going on, yet, not much going on....

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I could easily go into shock at this very moment. I think I have stumbled upon one of those rare, very rare creatures that we call a Real Man. They're like an endangered species. I should start from the beginning.

I've been attracted to one of my coworkers since almost the moment we met. He comes off as very quiet, but when you get him to open up and talk to you, he has a wicked sense of humor. And there is just something else about him, I still don't know what it is, that draws...

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I've been kind of seeing this guy for the past month. On and off really as things have come up that prevented me from seeing him on a regular basis. But we've hung out, gone on a couple of dates. I slept with him. The whole time there was a part of me that knew, without any doubt, that this guy was not the one. This guy was not anything. I felt nothing for him emotionally. There was no connection. We just were. This wasn't the only strike on our "relationship." There were things about...

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Save me. From working 7 days a week. From nights of fitful sleep. From thoughts of grandeur. From gas prices. From bills. From thoughts of someone I want but can't have. From feelings of loneliness. From feelings of inadequacy. Save me.

Save me.

Hold me close and keep me safe in your arms. Help me forget, just for a moment, about all the things I have to do and take care of. And the things that are in your power to fix, please fix them. Renew my will and strength to...

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It seems that once I get going, I not only go, I take on a whole hell of a lot. I went from being jobless with way too much time on my hands, to having two jobs and wondering where the time goes. Just today alone, I woke up at 6:30 AM. It's not 11 PM and my day is just now ending. I worked at the gym from 8AM-12PM, then went to the airport 1-6PM. After that, I went to my mom's house and changed clothes. Since about 6:30, I've been hanging out at my uncle's for a family gathering.

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TSA, Sacramento Airport
So I did end up taking the job at TSA because the restaurant job fell through. They just took to long getting back to me, and no amount of calling them was enough. But all has worked out. I'm actually enjoying myself. It's not easy work, and I have to be ready for anything and everything at the drop of a dime.

I had my first angry passenger. She got all pissy because I had to check her bag. Well, thats what she gets for bringing liquids larger than 3.4oz...

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