So ever since I got back to the material world from the hills I have been feeling sort of pissed off. I came to the conclusion that while my life is actually pretty great, I can't think of anything I can do to make myself happier. Which is a pretty damn strange issue... I realized that there is nothing material I can purchase which would make my life better... I have pretty much bought everything I can actually use, and I'm not the type to buy stuff just so they can sit some where and gather dust....