There is something going on upstairs and I'm not sure if its real or not, if it's the right thing to feel or perhaps I'm leading myself down a path of worries and hurt. Only time will tell. I leave my hand to be guided in hopes it's the right direction. Will I be given the chance to create my own happiness? Will I be able
to give as much as I want to receive? So many questions, so few answers. I'll just listen to the sweet melody for now.

Clazziquai > 3 > Love Child...

AkuHimeNoir

Starboy was a little bummed since my parents left to go home yesterday. (He is the only one sad to see them go home, but that's a story for another blog!) I got his Dale Junior FatHead last week for his birthday so Hubby and I put it on his wall today. Thanks be to eBay where I got it for 60% off the retail price!




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Stardancer2008

I have had several members ask me about what it takes to "get white girls". SO... here are my thoughts on the subject...

My opinion is that is has a lot to do with your attitude. I know several very average looking Asian men who have no problem getting white or other race women. We all have insecurities and imperfections. Chances are if you were the same person in a white/brown otherwise body you would have a hard time getting girl. What I am saying is that your problem...

Frozenintime

To think I was smitten by you and your sarcastic, assshol-ish ways....
To think it was possible to connect with you despite the obstacles....
Constantly second guess myself, my subconscious, my reality......
When I think about why I am taking myself through any of this, I have no answer.....
Are you worth the headache?
Are you worth the head tripping?
Are you even worth my time?
All these questions and not enough answers....
All I have are...

Chocoberrysrtcake

I'm bored with life. I have no drive when it comes to my job. I do not want to do accessory design but it's paying my bills. Being a single female of 25 living on her own away from all family is harsh as hell financially. I still have the big dreams to take over men's fashion globally but it seems to be getting further and further away as I melt into the comforts of being able to pay my bills. It's as if I will have to wait 10 years to even start toward my ultimate goals. There is so much stress...

AkuHimeNoir