I love all you guys but I need to step back from the virtual world and focus on what's real and before me. I'll come back eventually when things are the way they need to be. Miss me k?!

AkuHimeNoir

but I'm human and he still pisses me off.

I had a friend on facebook that i met through my ex. Today he posted pictures from a party. My ex was in them with his new gf. It made me want to vomit and I could feel all the hate and anger and disappointment.

I deleted that friend and went through my album and deleted all pics with my ex in it like i did on here. I feel better now.

This also makes me realize how amazing my man is and I know he'll never give...

AkuHimeNoir

HOLY FUCKING SHIT ON MYSELF!!!!!!!

ALEXANDER MCQUEEN AT TARGET!!!!!!!!

This is like what H&M has been doing. I hope, pray, desire to have Junya Watanabe as one of the designers but I doubt it.

BUT STILL!!!!! McQueen at Targét!!!!!

I totally creamed on myself reading this I won't even lie.

http://www.wwd.com/fashion-news/targ...Alert/20081104

AkuHimeNoir

I'm taking one today.

For about 2 months now I've had an insane amount of things happen. My position was switched from belts to small leather goods. I still haven't gotten the raise I asked for and deserve. The assistant designer from SLG's was fired and now I have her position but not the pay or the title. I had to put my application in with the company like anyone else would. I've been thrown the ENTIRE Junior's line which doesn't even exist!!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH FUCKING PRESSURE...

AkuHimeNoir

http://www.dnrnews.com/site/article.php?id=2677


I mostly posted this for this guy here.

AkuHimeNoir

Tonight I was a volunteer of Fashion Group Intl. Dallas' for the silent auction that is association with Dallas Market Center's Fashion Star Awards Annual Dinner. OMG!!! I got to see Hervé Léger for BCBG Max Azria in the flesh!!!! Kyaaaaaaaaa!!! FAINT!! He's really short and like in his 60's but the man has style! I also met another designer that I can't remember the name of cause he caught me off guard when he said hello but had his assistant give me a cute little stone carved angel pendant...

AkuHimeNoir

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-466...isode-453.html

: banana:

AkuHimeNoir

I've never talked about this cause it doesn't normally bother me but this morning it did. I live with 3 other people. One being my ex-fiance, whom I'm still friends with and our friends who are a couple. This has not a damn thing to do with the ex cause despite the living situation we generally just live our own lives. It's the couple. Normally I can deal with the lovey dovey through to the fighting cause it's normal and I love that they are in love. It generally puts a huge ass smile on my face...

AkuHimeNoir

I'm totally diggin this video. Familiar with the song but love the way its played. Huge supporter of breakdancing community, beat boxin is always of interest, huge club kid so dj's scratchin makes me purr and they are Korean. So all in all me likey!

AkuHimeNoir

and im stuck in the middle of a building where i can see a smidgen of the outside world through a bit of window from the vacant office across from my cave. i wanna go to the park and fly a kite. im bored as fuck despite the amount of work to do or how late ill be staying AGAIN tonight. I wanna run and frolic. I wanna be out of Texas and on the beach in the south of france. sans wrinkly old ladies. lol. reality check? heading home at 8pm exhausted and sore so that i may pass out and start...

AkuHimeNoir