I'm scheptical of whether i'm really meant to be in a relationship again in the year 2009. I have a job now, starting to mature, become more assertive, and yet I recently feel as if my life is incomplete. Why is it that human beings have this urge to be connected with someone and the minute they lose that connection they feel as if something is missing or continue to look for an outlet to plug themselves into again. I guess they saying that love will come when you least expect it is the best...

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Sometimes you make a sale, sometimes you don't. You may find what you're looking for or you could be dissapointed. Some items you find are way overpriced and some are a bargain. We try on many jeans to try and find the perfect fit. LOL i'm being ridiculous...just plain bored

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My post is nothing unique or something that is only experienced by me. Only 5 days left until I can no longer say I am an undergraduate college student. I have mixed feelings and emotions about it, finally no more exams, no more carrying around a heavy backpack, no more worrying about grades or homework, no more complaining. What has become an automatic repertoire will just be a memory of the past. I remember complaining almost everyday I hate school, I can't wait to get out of here, but when...

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Lame blog but oh well, don't complain it's free! I'm in the library right now and about to study again vigourously in preparation for my midterms...and the library is empty except for the staff and two people I saw while i was walking around...not entirely an impossible feat as it is a saturday....which makes me think ....i must be super lame to be in the library on a saturday......so for all those of you who have a life I you. later (mine as well dance nobody can f-ing...

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This weekend my sister was kind enough to celebrate her birthday early (because I won't be going home that weekend due to midterms) but back to the topic. While having conversations with family members over a dinner that was delicious and plentiful I was congratulated on my graduation in 4 years (as many of my cousins took 5 or more) and started feeling good about myself, but like most happy moments they are only temporary, "What are you going to do after college?"...sitting...

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I've been trying to set goals lately, get up early, do my schoolwork ahead, lose weight etc. but recently it seems that all my efforts are gone to waste. I've gained some weight back, feel lazy, and don't want to do anything. I miss my old motivational self, just don't know where it went. Also this quarter is looking like its going to be a drag. I haven't even had one class yet and have 3 chapters to read, a group project and hw. Somehow, I envisioned a light quarter where I could...

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Today was uneventful, woke up at 6am studied until 7:30am, ate breakfast. Kept studying til' 9am and then all of a sudden I fell asleep on my notebook and woke up at 11am, got up took a shower ate lunch and headed to the library...studied til' 2:30pm then went back to my apartment to take a nap. Woke up again for dinner at 5pm. I don't know what is wrong with me but it feels like I haven't slept in a week. I'm trying to study to the best of my ability but seem to have a attitude....

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