my friends just left about 10 minutes ago and im not really up for hitting the hay. so i thought i wirte about me staying up for about another hour or so. lol

i think ill make some food and shower and then go and lay down and think myself to sleep ^^

i wonder who i am going to think about? ^^

morning!

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close ur eyes...relax and hit play cause when u hear this u know im going to handle it. ill give it to u just how u like it.. get every piece of clothing off u and lay u down as i lean over u only to let my eyes look over every inch of ur body. easing down and gently bushing my lips onto ur neck as my fingers slowly slide into ur pussy. taking my fingers tips and strocking ur clit only to have them move down into ur lips, letting them burshing up and down few times to check if ur wet enough for...

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by she i mean her and by her i mean u and if u dont know then ill tell u that she is a sexy ass mother fucker >.<

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im sick and dont know what to do.
caught up in love.. caught up in her thoughts and her presences. my heart skips beats when she pops in. smiles over come me and im lost in her beauty. i am sick. but not the kind of sick that need to be cured and if anyone tries to it will be her. she holds my heart and im in love with her.... no other can give me what she has shown and presented to me. i am crazy....crazy for her. but yet im no where near her.. to have thoughts and feeling so strong is...

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believe...
in chances, risks, and change.
believe in the real thing. noting is perfict there is always something that is put there to ruin something good.
believe....
it can be work out even if it is step by step. it can be taken slow and easy if ur willing.
believe...
in me and u.


this is for u. ^^

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sooooo i was sitting here bored out of my mind and playing slow jams. when someone told me to write. so here i am gathering my thoughts to lay down. but my mind is bambarded with so much stuff. so im going to try and pick one thing and if i go off topic bare with me. here is my attempt to write somthing. ^^

i know ur there and i know u know im there but why cant i see u? words reading across the screen when i want to hear them roll of the tip or ur tongue. see ur mouth move as u...

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