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Emotional.
Posted 05-09-2009 at 10:50 PM by brwnsuga0407
I cried for about an hour.
it felt good.
no matter how much of a 'I wont take shit from anybody' attitude I have... and please believe I will smack a bitch if it comes to it. Im still a female.
and I get emotional.
too much going on. too many thoughts in my head. Im feeling confused right now. I was feeling down for a bit. talked to my mother... felt a lil better.
I think... well, I KNOW I miss Adriana. this could have triggered my tears. I feel so empty. Im just going through the everyday motions... but feeling numb.
I go out.. have a good time. but, I end up just wanting to be home in my bed. maybe Im getting old. I'm tired of guys grabbing my ass when I go out dancing. maybe I need a boyfriend. Im tired of games guys play. maybe, I dont need a boyfriend lol. Im tired of guys that I DON'T want to profess their love for me....profess their love for me. ew.
I rather hear it from the one I want.
Im emotional... and I want to cuddle.
Im rambling now.. probably makes no sense. oh well.. its my blog.
it felt good.
no matter how much of a 'I wont take shit from anybody' attitude I have... and please believe I will smack a bitch if it comes to it. Im still a female.
and I get emotional.
too much going on. too many thoughts in my head. Im feeling confused right now. I was feeling down for a bit. talked to my mother... felt a lil better.
I think... well, I KNOW I miss Adriana. this could have triggered my tears. I feel so empty. Im just going through the everyday motions... but feeling numb.
I go out.. have a good time. but, I end up just wanting to be home in my bed. maybe Im getting old. I'm tired of guys grabbing my ass when I go out dancing. maybe I need a boyfriend. Im tired of games guys play. maybe, I dont need a boyfriend lol. Im tired of guys that I DON'T want to profess their love for me....profess their love for me. ew.
I rather hear it from the one I want.
Im emotional... and I want to cuddle.
Im rambling now.. probably makes no sense. oh well.. its my blog.
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you can hear all that from the person your love all day long and you will still get others telling you or grabbing you. no one man solves that problem. i hope you feel better.Posted 05-10-2009 at 01:40 AM by xqzmi
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Of course you miss your daughter, especially now, it's Mother's Day. I'm sorry you can't be with her today and everyday. I've begun to think Mother's Guilt will always be with us no matter what we do, even for little things. Here's a (((HUG)))...
Posted 05-10-2009 at 05:15 AM by msohaiku
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Crying keeps you sane. There's always hormonal stuff happening. Happy Mother's Day.
Posted 05-10-2009 at 06:56 AM by nadine7691
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I hope you feel better soon sug *hugs*Posted 05-10-2009 at 05:38 PM by HunnieBee
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Thank you ladies
hugs are much needed and appreciated!Posted 05-10-2009 at 07:58 PM by brwnsuga0407
