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When I get mad...

Posted 04-13-2009 at 11:00 PM by brwnsuga0407

Im not really the greatest person to be around.

not only mad.. but upset...or just in a bad mood in general. I say really mean things... I dont care about people's feelings... all kinds of crazy things can come out my mouth. I'm a bitch. I know I'm being a bitch...and I will intentionally keep being negative... until I get out of my funk

its times like these when I need to be shut off from the world. locked up in my room or something.

le sigh......

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Constantly fighting with myself....

Posted 04-12-2009 at 11:50 PM by brwnsuga0407

I wish things were just clear.

and that I wouldn't debate with myself back and forth. or that I wouldn't over think things.. or second guess..
I hate not knowing things.... I wanna be sure.

so yea... sure this only makes sense to me. I just needed to write it down.

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A letter to your children...

Posted 04-02-2009 at 11:24 AM by brwnsuga0407
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This brought a tear to my eye. It got me thinking how as parents..we can get upset over little things and how we can sometimes forget to spend quality time with our kids.. because of work, or school, etc. It got me thinking about lots of things... I called my daughter right away..just to hear her voice and tell her I love her and that I couldnt wait for her to get home.

some people don't understand the love I have for my daughter.. I can see it in their eyes and hear it in their...

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I will whoop your kids ass...

Posted 03-24-2009 at 04:56 PM by brwnsuga0407

Got damn kids are soo disrespectful!

and I'm not afraid to whoop someone else's kids ass.

let me explain... If you didnt know... I cant really stand my dad's kids. their mother did a horrible job at rearing them... so my dad has the boy.. to try and straighten him out.

as much as i cant stand my lil bro... if someone is picking on him.. im gonna stick up for him.
my brother is having a problem with this lil boy in the neighborhood.....

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My list...

Posted 03-20-2009 at 05:41 PM by brwnsuga0407

...of things that can go fuck themselves/Itself.

1. Traffic..

2. Teenagers..

3. Men who play games..

4. Bitches/Hos..

5. Old men that hit on me..

6. Teenagers that hit on me..

7. Crazy puerto ricans..

8. Stretch Marks..

9. Liars..

10. Cheaters..

11. Spiders..

12. Greediness..

13. Racists

...

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I have a dream...

Posted 03-08-2009 at 02:20 PM by brwnsuga0407

and that dream is to be in a Judd Apatow movie!!

I want like a important role. I love all his movies... 40yr old virgin, step brothers, knocked up, pineapple express... I mean I could keep going.. hits after hits after hits...

I want to be apart of their group... (cuz you know he uses like the sam actors lol.. and paul rudd is dreamy *swoons* ) I need to like find out when they have auditions for more movies... cuz im SO there!

that is my dream. I am...

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Adriana moments..part 1

Posted 02-24-2009 at 02:43 PM by brwnsuga0407

called baby girl on the phone yesterday and she had me crackin' up. she is getting sooo big!

one convo we had that really had me tickled went like this...

Me: Adri, your birthday is coming up.. well, our birthday is coming up. do you know when it is?
Adriana: no
Me: its April 7th... did you know we have the same bday?
Adriana: April 7? no mommy i didnt know
Me: do you know how old you are going to be?
Adriana: noooo
Me: you...

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second thoughts....

Posted 02-21-2009 at 11:04 AM by brwnsuga0407

I'm having second thoughts about Chris everyone..
and here's why.

we are talking last night.. and we find we hav more in common.. like.. we both used to be in the military for the same amount of time, we both are in love and addicted to greys anatomy and heroes..etc etc...

he told me something (I think) very personal about having contracted a liver disease that has no cure. that doesnt bother me.. I asked if he was ok..and would he be ok..and he said yes....

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That Asian guy.....

Posted 02-19-2009 at 05:16 PM by brwnsuga0407

... has a name..

soooo this is the update to a previous blog.

OF COURSE he came back to my line. teehee.. and when I saw him I was like "oh shit.. I told myself.. I was gonna ask for his number" and then out of nowhere I got nervous! so slowly..he's gettin closer... and im thinkin' "okay... how am I gonna work my magic.." (because I wasnt prepared at all!)

he walks up..

Me:you again?
Him: yea.. *laughs*...

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So apparently guys and gals cant be friends.

Posted 02-16-2009 at 04:56 PM by brwnsuga0407

boy oh boy do I love rumors....

I tend to be friends with guys.. more so then females. no its not because im a slut and i want to bed them.. I get along with them better because they understand my sense of humor, my sarcasm, and I dont have to worry about them back stabbing me, sleeping with my man,jealously, competition, or being catty. (not saying this is all women.. but, you know...)

I would love nothing more then to have a best girl friend.. I used to...

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