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Obama...and just a few thoughts.

Posted 11-05-2008 at 08:03 AM by brwnsuga0407

I didn't realize how much America is filled with racists..

oh wait.... yes I did.

no matter what kinda change happens.... there will always be racisim...parents keep passing hate on to their kids...
maybe in another thousand years... people will stop hating others because of their skin color.... then again, maybe not...

People have made sucha big ass deal about this election... yes, its historic. but god damn... what the fuck does...

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save me!!

Posted 10-29-2008 at 05:07 PM by brwnsuga0407

for those who didnt see my post....

OMG.. I want to hurl myself out a window...

is anyone renting a room in the southern MD area? I'm paying $145 where i stay now.. but, I can't take living here anymore.. so if ur renting a room around that price.. to maybe $200 ...(for just a room people).. let me know!

who wants to be suga's life saver??? I can't take these people anymore

I'll keep to myself and you...

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About a guy....

Posted 10-10-2008 at 08:07 PM by brwnsuga0407

I have never done the online dating thing...
I have never signed online purposefully looking for men...
I have never met anyone from online...off line for the sole purpose of starting a romantic relationship.

recent events have occurred where all this may seem possible.

and while im excited about it... I'm also a little scared. this is new to me. there are a whole bunch of 'what ifs' running thru my head... some good some bad.

we are both...

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I won't complain..

Posted 10-01-2008 at 12:40 AM by brwnsuga0407

sometimes I feel like giving up...
sometimes I feel like i'm wasting my time...

things are slowly getting better for me... but, there are days I still feel down. sometimes it seems like.. for no reason. but, when I really think about it... I think its because of a man and just life in general.

but, I'm somewhat happy people... we all just have bad days yea?

so... I won't complain.

YouTube - John Legend - I won't Complain

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Happy happy joy joy

Posted 09-23-2008 at 12:40 PM by brwnsuga0407

4 days after my 'losing it' blog... I have finally gotten a job! its not "high class" job.. but its something. and i'll be getting paid.. lol. and thats all i really want.. is money.

so, I can check 'get a job' off my list. and now I'm gonna continue the steps I need to take for getting enrolled in school.

I'm actually happy now. no more depressing things to write about lol. for now...

how fun is it gonna be when my daughter comes...

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Losing it.

Posted 09-19-2008 at 11:08 AM by brwnsuga0407

I just don't know what to do anymore.
I can't get to my nanny job anymore... so that means I need a new job more then ever.

I live with family but because I'm not helping out.. arguments get started. there was a massive argument between my dad and his Girlfriend this morning.. becuz she is frustrated that she pays for everything. my dad only DJ's at nights on some days.. but he is not working during the day. so it all falls on me and him finding day jobs.

I understand...

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UPDATE! Drink my pee.

Posted 09-12-2008 at 02:41 PM by brwnsuga0407

soooooo I never answered that guy back about drinking my pee. but, what do you know... I got another message today.

"Hey there. I was thinking about the last message I sent you. I made you an offer that I probably shouldn't have. But now it's out there and I can't take it back. So listen, I will be honest with you. You already know from reading my blog that I do in fact enjoy drinking pee. Yeah, I know, it's perverted. What can I say? That's who I am. So now that I've...

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A perfect world

Posted 09-11-2008 at 02:40 AM by brwnsuga0407

In my world. everything is perfect.
every guy I like/date is perfect. He only says things to me...and not any other woman, he only thinks of me and no one else, he has my trust, he doesn't feed me lines...or tell me what he thinks I want to hear, he is honest, he respects me, he doesn't physically and emotionally abuse me, he doesn't cheat, he doesn't play games, he doesn't think the world revolves around him, he wouldn't hurt me, he doesn't want to see me sad, he laughs at my goofiness,...

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Drink my pee?

Posted 09-08-2008 at 02:01 PM by brwnsuga0407

its pretty often that I get Bizarre messages from people on myspace.. but this one takes the cake.

I added this gay guy to my friends about a month ago.. he always write these sexual poems and posts them as a bulletin.. then yesterday he wrote me and asked how I was.. told him I could be better.. how Im thinking of schools to go to and so on.. this is the message I got back...

"I'm doing good. I still can't find myself a man and it's pissing me off. But, if you...

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I need a job.

Posted 09-03-2008 at 07:30 PM by brwnsuga0407

Well... I need a better job.

at the moment I'm a nanny. I love kids. but, I dont want to be a nanny for the rest of my life. I want to go to school and I want a career. In the meantime tho...I want a job that pays well enough that I can be on my own again.

anyone have any ideas???

I need a job where maybe I can take a few classes at a time. I apply to jobs but nothing thats like... major.. nothing that pays decent money. maybe I just dont know where...

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