Yea, so work has been pretty interesting lately...People getting fired for bullshit and some valid shit, so this is causing a back up among other things. So much gossip happening and assumptions. Not sure if I wanna work for this company anymore....

I also deleted about 7 or 8 people from my friends list here on AL. Even though this is a message board, I don't want to have people occupying space..Hanging like tree ornaments...I am sure more will be deleted, in the next couple of days......

Chocoberrysrtcake

Well, last night I went to sleep around 1a.m. Then I wake up from a HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE...I have not had a nightmare since I was.........I dunno....It's been sooo long I can't remember.



Well, in my dream I am in this huge house, in a bedroom with some people..I am not sure how many there were in there total. I do know that I was talking to 3 people and it was dark. We were trying to get out of the room. I wanted to get out of the room, the house.......I wanted to bust...

Chocoberrysrtcake

To think I was smitten by you and your sarcastic, assshol-ish ways....
To think it was possible to connect with you despite the obstacles....
Constantly second guess myself, my subconscious, my reality......
When I think about why I am taking myself through any of this, I have no answer.....
Are you worth the headache?
Are you worth the head tripping?
Are you even worth my time?
All these questions and not enough answers....
All I have are...

Chocoberrysrtcake

Thinking about things that go on in your life can take almost every second of your day. Thinking about your dreams, goals, aspirations, past journeys, present journeys, future journeys, old flames, possibly new flames, family, friends, careers, death, hate, disparity....thinking about these things can leave one in such a disarray that the mind wants to shut down but it can't, it keeps thinking, wondering, waiting for something or someone, hopefully it's owner to release itself from the lonely corner...

Chocoberrysrtcake