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Posted 10-04-2006 at 06:04 AM by khmerguy
I love reading. I don't do enough of it. The last couple of days I just stayed home and read.

Angels and demons
The Green Mile
The Dogs of Babel

Great reads. I love just reading and getting lost in the book and letting my imagination take control of the words to provide the imagery.

I should read more. This programming crap is sucking the life out of me. When i sit in front of the computer to program I feel lifeless.

Doing things like interacting with people, working on a project for a social cause, that is definitely my calling. But it won't pay the bills, I have my family and my own family in the future to be concerned about. *Sigh* sacrifices.

I shouldn't be bitching and whining so much (and after reading it's just a bit of writing and i'll feel better). My parents sacrificed a lot and lost a lot to provide us. And I am truly blessed to not ever have to worry about hardtimes unless I make them for myself.

AFter talking and interacting with so many members here i've decided that i've reached the "awkward age" of maturity. I'm still in a young mindset but i have so many descions that affect my future it's weighing down on me. Don't get me wrong...
18-22y/o's are still growin and attending school and "trying to figure out life".
28y/o+ are starting to settle down and have been working for sometime.

I should have just finished school, started working and decided if I want to do what I chose to study for the rest of my life. But i'm a bit slow. Goofing around, dabbling in jobs, getting lost in relationships. Just wasting time. I learn well from experience, and doing things hands on. I could have a super easy life if i'd taken another route, but i didn't so I chose to pick the harder path of learning tough lessons on my own.

Everyone has choices to make, sometimes people affect the outcome and this should be one of the things taken into consideration. If i've learned anything in the last XX years of life, i've learned that all actions have consequences. Whether they're good or bad is not relevant. But every action has a reaction. And that's reaction is what we should consider before making a descion.

I wish teachers got paid a whole lot more so I wouldn't have to do this for 10years. But at least when I land that job it will pay for me to finish my masters. Then maybe I could tach and own that quaint little restaurant where kids will (respectively) go to hang out and do their hmwk will a little cafe or bakery of somesort. That would be very chill.

Always a dreamer.

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    [B][I]"Then maybe I could tach and own that quaint little restaurant where kids will (respectively) go to hang out and do their hmwk will a little cafe or bakery of somesort. That would be very chill."[/I][/B]



    Dude, they have that already. It's call Starbucks! :) :biglaugh:
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    Posted 10-04-2006 at 06:09 AM by
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    khmerguy's Avatar
    LoL indeed it is, i'm speaking in a less corporate type way though. I'm always a sucker for mom and pop joints. Much more personal feel.
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    Posted 10-04-2006 at 06:18 AM by khmerguy khmerguy is online now
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    Here is what you should be reading

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    MUAH HA HA HA!!!
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    Posted 10-04-2006 at 06:53 AM by Beerbuttchicken Beerbuttchicken is offline
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    'Tis all good homie, I'm 23 yrs old and been stuck in a community college for 5 years now. Mostly due to fucking around and not taking it seriously. But I'll pick up the pace...eventually.
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    Posted 10-04-2006 at 06:55 AM by Beerbuttchicken Beerbuttchicken is offline
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    I can't remember who said it, perhaps it was TS Eliot who said that he read so that he wouldn't be alone. Probably why I like to read.
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    Posted 10-04-2006 at 11:36 AM by
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    Sweet's Avatar
    I love reading.
    Everytime you read, you create a new "wrinkle" in your brain, new connections, new brain cells.
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    Posted 03-20-2008 at 02:44 PM by Sweet Sweet is offline
 

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