going to talk to a woman . but I know I hate to love

It will take at least 2 more weeks of waiting for any interaction to start.

She works at the bar where I went to dance this past weekend.

That place is a Saturday-only salsa place.

So, I will give her a note (with the yellow 3M note pad) saying "I want you" this coming Saturday, then I will have to wait until the Saturday after this coming Saturday to see if she is interested.

This is a very old thing I used 10+ years ago when I met a woman 5 years older than me , I used a note saying "I want you", or some stupid words like that, to get it started at that time. At that time, she called me the same day, or the day after I gave her the note, or somehow else I don't remember the details.

I hate to love. I really really hate to love.

Fast forward to present day. This past Saturday I met this woman the second time. One month ago, I bought a bottle of water when she was attending. This past Saturday, I bought a bottle of water, then a Corona.

The place was bombarded with the beats and I tried to let her read my lips. I use earplugs. Many dancers use earplugs. She couldn't read my lips the first time I said "Corona". I had to yell it out.

I didn't dance at all at the out-open this past Saturday. I set at an obscure corner and watched the whole night. Yeah, 5 hours of sitting and watching. I did take the lesson at the beginning of the night. So, I did dance with a learning partner.

She is a perfect 10. She is thin. If she doesn't like her double chin, there are trivial ways to fix it. For Gods sake, what does a woman have to do to be considered "lovable" these days?

Worst thing can happen is that she doesn't attend this coming Saturday. In that case I will think about which dancer I want to love.

Let me think about the teacher that cheek-to-cheek kissed me 2 weeks ago. She is also a perfect 10.

I love women. I hate to love.