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Brohemian Rhapsody

luvasiagal — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 22:25:58 GMT

I luv this video. This sums up college life.

YouTube - Brohemian Rhapsody

college application deadline approaching

JCG — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 20:04:25 GMT

I need money. This is the one last chance I get back to college (and, soon, pre-med with my kind of intelligence) and set my life straight.

I am really nervous. I can't even go look up the exact deadline on www.uml.edu

This school makes everyone reapply to the school after they withdraw for any reason.

I withdrew 9 months ago.

This is very stressful.

Freddie Wong & Joe Satriani-Playing at Youtube Live

luvasiagal — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 19:57:20 GMT

Hey, he's great. I love Joe Satriana--one of the worlds best guitarists. Freddie's Youtube ID is Funtwo. He's a Guitar Hero star. He sounds pretty good.

YouTube - Guitar Hero - Joe Satriani & Funtwo - YouTube Live

thinking about how to talk to my parents, and how to save money so that I don't have

JCG — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 19:47:58 GMT

the last few words my mother said to me was "... then, why don't you come back to Taiwan?"

that was about 8 years ago, I don't know if my parents are alive or dead at this point.

8 years ago, my father joked about me getting an American woman. When they said "American woman", they refered to "White woman".

Why don't I go back to Taiwan? I don't want to be a laughing stock of being the-kind-of-guy-never-able-to-get-an-American-woman. American-woman refers to White-woman.

if one of them is still alive, I think he or she needs to give me money.

I was all on my own when I was in high school evening classes while working in the day. they didn't give me food, a room to live, or the most basic linquestic skill to say the basic sentences like "I need to go to pee."

9 years ago, my father bought 3 Costa Rica greencards for his 3 children. 10,000 USD for each Costa Rica greencard. I didn't want to speak Spanish. I came to the US.

3 years ago, I got the US greencard. 1 and a half years ago, I went to college Biology major. 9 months ago, I dropped out of school because I don't have more money for school.

if one of my parents is still alive, he/she needs to give me the 20,000+ USD that I spent on the English tutors, who were willing to teach me "gotta go to pee", "don't stuttered" kind of basic English, so that if mean people around refer me as "the stuttering Asian guy", they would think twice before saying such things.

I will try to think about how to talk to my parents.

my father is a physician in Taiwan. he had been to Yosemite National Park 15 years ago. he had been to Las Vagas as well.

i will ask him what if he had gotten injured during his tour to Yosemeti. he needed to call 911 and a paramedic team would come to rescue

but I am thinking about how to save money as well. if I don't need more money, i don't need to talk to any one.

Its that kind of Wednesday...

Notorious E.Y.K — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 17:00:40 GMT

YouTube - FatLip - What's Up Fat Lip?

[Fatlip]
Feelin' downtrodden
Fresh kid turned rotten
I can't believe I'm like E then I'm cotton
Over the years seems like I'm gettin' dumber
Reminiscing to a time when I was younger with a hunger
Full a dreams, determination, self-esteem
But now it seems they hesitate to be on my team
You know the routine, when you winnin' and grinnin'
All up in your face, like they was wi'ch you from the beginnin'
But on the flipside,
When you washed up like a riptide
Fools clown 'bout how you slipped and let shit slide
Beside the fact
My voice is wack
Clowns is runnin' around, talkin' 'bout I smoke crack
Ain't got no homies that got my back
Yeah I'm a brotha, but some times I don't feel black
My girl is white
My game idn't tight
Niggas who ain't seen me in a while be like "Dude, you aight?"

Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like "What's up Fatlip?," and I say "Coolin'"
Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like "What's up Fatlip?," and I say "Coolin'"
Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like "What's up Fatlip?," and I say "Coolin'"
Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like

[Fat Lip]
Blowin' like a sucka almost every day
In the back of your mind you prob'ly thinkin' I was gay
But naw, I'm just a bitch ass nigga
The type that get jacked above the ribs ass nigga
See I been a loser just about all my life
Type that try turn a ho to a housewife
What do you expect
I give respect
And feel for hoes niggas keep in check
I'm far from hard
Emotionally scarred
On Pico Boulevard
I was regarded as a retard
I make myself sick
Get on my own nerves
Immature, insecure,
Grown up nerd
Has-been MC
On a label that's unstable
Choppin' bliggy on a table

Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like "What's up Fatlip?," and I say "Coolin'"
Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like "What's up Fatlip?," and I say "Coolin'"
Who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
When they be like "What's up Fatlip?," and I say "Coolin'"
who am I kiddin', who am I foolin'
when they be like "What's up Fatlip?" (ahh)

[voice in background, spoken]
Hey man, yeah man what's up wid' it
I still got it
Yeah yeah, I been working on my step
Hey check this out
Yo check this out:
(sung)
"She keeps on"
"She keeps on"
Haaaa
I still got it

I'm Gonna Donate...Eventually

03elleinad — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 06:20:35 GMT

Rawr. I'm a little annoyed with myself for having not donated to site costs/meet ups. While I don't use this site as much as I did when I joined, I've met some great people who I hope to have in my life for long time. That is reason enough to donate! But something always comes up.

Right now, it's Christmas. Christmas presents. Christmas/Secret Santa parties. Christmas dinner. Then after that, it will be New Years. And with my plans to go to the Bay, I need to have spending/gas money.

Siigh. One of these days I WILL donate! :hissyfit:

I really wish they'd make longer lasting light bulbs

Stormin200 — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 06:14:17 GMT

I think I just found all the wooden pieces of furniture in the room with my shins :rolleyes:

Short Dick Men-New Version

luvasiagal — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:56:41 GMT

I love this version of the song. I also want to clarify that the shortest one I ever had was a white guy. hehe

YouTube - Laurent Wolf - Shot Dick Man

I'm gonna be homeless! yay!

brwnsuga0407 — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:34:02 GMT

wow. I'm like 2 seconds away from being kicked out of the house.

so yea.. I live wit my dad.. because I moved back home from miami..and needed a place to live.

me and pops have been butting heads.. he says im mean.. i say he's mean.

seriously tho.. the only reason why he thinks that.. is because now.. im 24.. not 12.. and I dont bite my tongue. . . if i dont agree with something.. or if he gets smart with me.. I say something back.

I always tell him.. you have to give respect to get respect. he told my mom that when I said that.. he wanted to smack the shit out of me. HE thinks he can talk to me ANY kind of way he wants to.. because i'm his child. I think that you dont talk down to people, or hurt peoples feelings... just because they are your child.

so today. this is what went down. please tell me if i'm wrong...and if i am.. i will glady go back to my dad and apologize.

so he says to me.. are you going out tonight? I say yes.. he says.. can you wait to leave until your brother gets home... I say.. yea..if he's back before 9 ish. . he says.. it may be a lil after that.. can you tell your ride to wait? I say.. no, I dont know the person who is picking me up. (the person i am hanging out with does not have a car and is getting a ride from a friend.. hence..me not knowing the person picking me up)

so he then says.... wtf you cant ask them to wait a lil bit? and I say.. ummm no.. i dont know them like that.. im on their time.. not mine. he gets soooo pissed.. and im like.. cam (my brother) has a key to the house... use it... thats what its for .. .correct?

he starts yelling at me.. YOU ALWAYS DO THIS SHIT.. YOU ARE NOT RIGHT! YOU ARE NOT RIGHT! he keeps saying that over and over.. while im yelling.. HOW CAN I ASK SOMEONE TO STAY AND WAIT FOR MY LIL BROTHER ...WHO HAS A KEY TO THE HOUSE.. TO GET HOME.. WHEN I DONT KNOW THE PERSON...AND THEY PROLLY HAVE SHIT TO DO THEMSELVES??

he keeps yelling. and slams the door as he leaves the house. he then calls me.. and says.. dont ask me to help you out.. dont ask me for shit. find a ride to work, and when you go look at that car.. find someone to take up there.. if u need stuff..find someone to take you to get it.. etc etc..

I text him saying.. yea, ur smart dad... the boy has a key..and i bet you he will be back before i even leave...dont get mad at me..because i cant ask someone I DONT KNOW.. to wait around..

he texts back.. .what the fuck ever.. im your father some some person on the street... you need to do what i ask..so drop that bullshit

i text him.. .sooooo that basically means dont leave the house.. because he doesnt have a key.. understood. (that was my sarcasm.. cuz he does have a key)

he then texts... no it means.. dont ask me for shit.. i dont believe you.. u do this shit all the time

i text back... umm why is this an issue? he has a key no? i have plans yes? soooo whats the problem?

no answer.. becuz he is at work.

he's basically saying.. you're on your own.

OK.. this would be fine....if I had my own car. but, I dont. i was going to go look at some tomorrow.. but now, he's basically saying..he's not taking me.

so i'm screwed.

I dont know anyone in Maryland...to help me. im not close friends with anyone..so wtf am I going to do?

my dad wants me out the house....and its only a matter of time before he just throws me out.

am I wrong for saying what I said? if the boy had no way to get in the house... i would stay. but, he has a key. wtf is the problem? im 24 .. i can go and leave as I please... i dont need permission.. i dont need to wait around for him. if i have plans.. I have fucking plans.

I just dont know what to do anymore.. if its not one thing....its another.

I kinda hate life right now.

China-And the fight for the girls begins

luvasiagal — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 19:36:27 GMT

It is said that 30 million Chinese men will be without marriage partners by the year 2020. It looks like the fighting has begun. There will be kidnappings, killings, etc... with all that testosterone going on there. I can't say that I would complain having thousands of men calling for my affection. hehe Oops! I forgot. I'm already taken by a Chinese man. hehe

http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/china/2...nt_7259662.htm

Here's the article on the problem in China.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/6346931.stm

Bill Gates talking about immigrant software engineers before the election

JCG — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 18:29:35 GMT

This is old news. Before the election this year. Basically he wanted more

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/s...oryId=88154016

, and he talked about the pay scale.

The demography of the immigrant software engineers are 60% indian though.

15% Chinese/Korean/Japanese maybe

I want Him. Now.

ellimac — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 17:27:45 GMT

I've been listening to this song constantly, day in, day out, and I've been watching the video at least once when on YouTube. I love the romantic atmosphere of the music video, and I can't help but think of Him when I watch it. I can't wait to be with him. I literally can't wait. Thinking about the time we'll spend together is almost enough to send me over the edge of ecstacy. I want to hold his hand and take note of every line of every fingerprint, I want his soft slight lips to meet my pouty ones, I want to gaze into his eyes but then look away because I'm blushing, I want the both of us to erupt into fits of laughter in public because we're both such strange, ridiculous fools, I want to see how sweet the contrast of our skin looks together (my smooth brown and his beige) ... I just want him. Right now.

YouTube - DOUBLE / ??? - eternal BED -

Eric, if you're reading this.. please know that not one day has gone by since we first started speaking during which I didn't think I wasn't glad to have met you and lucky to have you.

Americans head for China to lose weight

luvasiagal — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:06:06 GMT

It is so sad that in order for people to lose weight, they had to leave everything behind and move to China to lose the weight. The reason for this is to get away from all the unhealthy stuff around them. I can see this because when I quit smoking many years ago, I could not go into a place with smoke or even hang with anyone that smoked. It makes sense. Usually on a typical vacation I can gain five pounds easily just eating. But, when I went on a 10 day tour of China, I actually stayed the same. I ate all the time. But, I was also touring, which included a lot of walking.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20081202...t_081202081540

Hired on the spot. :D

DiesIrae — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 10:16:24 GMT

I got the job. :D Hired on the spot, worked til 2 a.m. tonight! I made $55 in tips, pocketed $44 (had to share tips with the DJ and bartender), so not bad!

I had to go in tonight instead of last night, since the roads were too icy before. But they were OK with that, luckily!

Tomorrow I'll work from 7:30 p.m. until 2 a.m., and I can request more hours if I want to work more. :D

going to talk to a woman . but I know I hate to love

JCG — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 09:14:34 GMT

It will take at least 2 more weeks of waiting for any interaction to start.

She works at the bar where I went to dance this past weekend.

That place is a Saturday-only salsa place.

So, I will give her a note (with the yellow 3M note pad) saying "I want you" this coming Saturday, then I will have to wait until the Saturday after this coming Saturday to see if she is interested.

This is a very old thing I used 10+ years ago when I met a woman 5 years older than me , I used a note saying "I want you", or some stupid words like that, to get it started at that time. At that time, she called me the same day, or the day after I gave her the note, or somehow else I don't remember the details.

I hate to love. I really really hate to love.

Fast forward to present day. This past Saturday I met this woman the second time. One month ago, I bought a bottle of water when she was attending. This past Saturday, I bought a bottle of water, then a Corona.

The place was bombarded with the beats and I tried to let her read my lips. I use earplugs. Many dancers use earplugs. She couldn't read my lips the first time I said "Corona". I had to yell it out.

I didn't dance at all at the out-open this past Saturday. I set at an obscure corner and watched the whole night. Yeah, 5 hours of sitting and watching. I did take the lesson at the beginning of the night. So, I did dance with a learning partner.

She is a perfect 10. She is thin. If she doesn't like her double chin, there are trivial ways to fix it. For Gods sake, what does a woman have to do to be considered "lovable" these days?

Worst thing can happen is that she doesn't attend this coming Saturday. In that case I will think about which dancer I want to love.

Let me think about the teacher that cheek-to-cheek kissed me 2 weeks ago. She is also a perfect 10.

I love women. I hate to love.