A pretty girl accept me to dance with

She smiled big during the song. I didn't give her any eye contact and just kept doing my tricks (inserting idle measurements at the unexpected points of move to emphasize I loved her)

The song was unexpected long and, near the end of the song, I had to tell her I ran out of moves. I looked at her eyes and tried to apologize . She forced herself to give me the smile. She was disappointed. She will not go home and thinking about...

JCG

I will be more careful not to dance with people I don't like next time

some of them want a piece of me

it is going to be hard to get rid of them after I asked them for the dance

JCG

I went to the dance class. But what I learned today the most is not dance.

I witnessed 2 great dancer girls who spoke a different language to each other. They were kind of in a private conversation, but the dance hall is one hall and every one was supposed to understand each other. When the class finished, everyone was chatting and joking in relief. But these 2 pretty girls just couldn't speak English to each other.

I am in a training group of 6 girls and 6 boys....

JCG

the company that has a teacher that came from a ballet background found my profile in facebook.com and they sent me a friend request (I think this is the teacher operating the facebook account because she replied my inquiry email a month ago using her company's into line account)

yesterday, I gave her money and she asked my name. I told her "JC". She recorded my payment in their book. She said "oh, that's you sent me the email"

she saw my full name...

JCG

the nordic girl showed up in the dance class today.

like I said, I am the tallest guy among the 14 students/teachers in this latino based class

I didn't give her any eye contact for the whole class. She wanted me to look at her. But I am not going to give it to her so easily. Poor girl, she is going to beg me to touch her in the end, and I will ask her if she loves me. She is going to say she does, and I will let her use my hand to touch her after that.

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JCG

I am very frustrated at this point. But I know I will love again very soon.

JCG

One year ago, I went to an ESL class in Lowell, they made me write a sample paragraph for evaluation and called me half an hour later to reject me. The person told me I am over qualified to be in the ESL class.

Many English teachers are trained to teach ESL students. I was not allowed to be in the ESL class. But if I was allowed to the ESL class, I wouldn't take the ESL class either.

The ESL teachers try extra hard to communicate with ESL students because they are...

JCG

again, I use the pronoun "girl" because this is how all ladies are called in the dance class.

How do I show my gentleness to a woman? I think I show my gentleness to a woman by minimizing my control over her and giving her the most freedom to do her thing and be herself.

for some reason, the first non-azn girl looked at me with brightened eyes was nordic , at graduate school. She was my azn girlfriend's friend (my girlfriend and she were in the dorm advisor...

JCG

I am in new Hampshire working and studying.

The high school evening class's English teacher is good to me. Today, after the class, she read the book to me for half an hour. Only she and I in the the classroom.

She dismissed the class one hour earlier than usual, it is at the end of the semester. It was supposed to be the last class of the semester but the school extended one more week due to snow storm last week before the new year.

It felt good to have...

JCG

just listened to a song on the radio and I think I heard it right

JCG