I'm definitely going to move to asia at some point in the future!

London has started to bore me a bit, the honeymoon is really over.
it 's been 30 great years, but now I need to get out of this "marriage".

those last holidays in Tokyo and Hong Kong have changed something, and now I know.

My biggest challenge is to look for a way of taking care of my finances once I get there, so until I have a definite way, i cannot move for good. I'm...

loulou

easter weekend. I have a cold and staying in playing Tomb Raider and I managed to finish the whole series of OZ. What a program!
Hardly any asians in it, except for the (quite sexy actually) priest. Only the chinese immigrants and the couple of gangsters that lasted 3 episodes before getting fucked up or killed.

Interestingly,the priest, although "sexless"in principle, being a priest, had several women flirting/coming on to him and some men too in the course of tyhe...

loulou

Ok, this is my own fantasy thread, as nobody(not many anyway) seems to share my love of the way most men and women look like in asia.
It's a thread showing REAL asian bodies (ie: bodies that display characteristics that one would only/mainly find in asian bodies). That's what I like, for both the men and women, but I guess it would look too different to what you're used to seeing in the western media and I guess "different" too often translate into "bad" or in the case...

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One thread earlier made me think about stuff.

I wasn't always confident. People put me down, I was bullied.
I was a confident child, but things got bad when I started to mix with boys, in teenage years. I guess teenage years change everything the moment you start existing as a man/woman and not just a human being (it's obviously not that clear cut in childhood, but I'm simplifying for the sake of argument).

suddenly, my brain didn't matter anymore and I had...

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I've had the flu all week, and it's been bad!

The only positive is I got to shed the excess weight I gained at Xmas!
I still can't get A out of my head, but it's more to do with curiousity now. I just want to know what happened in his head. Which means I'll be ready to ask him soon, because at this stage, I don't really care about the outcome, but I just need to ask.

I'll be moving to Golders Green in a couple of months. Strangely enough, it has a lot of Korean...

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I recently saw a chinese film called "the Peony Pavillion", which has the hottest scene in it: heroine teacher Joey wong , who's never been with a man and holds a torch for her female best friend for years is drawn to the school new teacher Daniel Wu. she decides to pay him a visit out of the blue and found him washing in his backyard. He hasn't seen her so carries on washing himself while she(and us the viewers) lustfully watch his toned body getting wet. There's no music, just the humming...

loulou

Got a lot done today. It made me feel good. Still managed to squeeze in the whole DVD of Dexter. Interesting program, great opening title! Made me think about identity and how we don't always know people as much as we think.
Got my Marni dress through the post and looking forward to wearing it! little things, little minds and all that...wld rather be shagging a nice chinese guy called A., but hey, a Marni dress is as good a consolation prize as it gets!

time for bed!

loulou

I was watching a japanese film earlier called Nana, about female friendship. The sort of friendship I had several of in my lifetime so far. But it dawned on me that I didn't have any like that anymore, and maybe it was time I started looking for a boyfriend, maybe I am lonely, I don't know...I've always prioritised friendship about all else, I'm a pretty good friend I'd say, I've always felt that as long as i had friends, I didn't need a man. I had all the love and support I needed already. But...

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