This has been a great experience. I love you guys. The good, bad, ugly, weird, stupid, intelligent, artsy, boring, psychotic. healthy, sick , sexy, funny and wild.

I have mentioned the really hot Filipino guy in my English class. He's a dancer, he's in great shape and he has beautiful skin and teeth. I wish I could take a picture of him, seriously. He's a bit on the short side.

So.. he sits next to me today. I felt so special when he pulled up a chair next to me and said "I wanna sit next to you. Maybe some of your brains will rub off on me" and he made a bowing motion.

I just smiled and I think I said 'awww'. He smiled...

Hot doctors and nurses. yeah yeah cut the stereotyping BS, you know a bunch of Asian men are working at the hospital.

I saw an Asian male NICU nurse and some Asian white coats today. Dr. Kim *faints* he needs to revive me.

Clean cut, smooth skin, educated men... I had to try hard not to stare. I am content to look at them while we wait for the elevators.

Mentally challenged aka retarded, now we are supposed to say intellectually handicapped.

Whatever... anyway, at my new job at the hospital I eat lunch with some below average intelligence adults.

I don't know what it is about me but children, animals, elderly and mentally challenged people seem to be drawn to me.

So, I sit with two ladies and we talk about their work . I don't treat them like there is something wrong with them. We talk and laugh....

Halloween was fun. My son was a SWAT guy. We have a SWAT costume that was handed down to my son from someone who'd outgrown it plus a paintball gun and I wore an Emmit Smith Jersey and painted black under my eyes.

My neighbor and I joked I was a Dallas Cowboys Cheerleader ( auxiliary back-up alternate squad).

I put up pictures in my album. I generally don't put my son's pictures online in public because of personal security reasons but he's masked and I don't keep...

I have the weekend off!! I need this so badly. My body is so tired from two jobs and four classes plus my son and dogs.

I have to remind myself its all worth it and it will pay off.

I am seriously considering moving back to VA next year. Right now I am just focusing on the day to day and remembering to write things in my planner.

Thursday I had a report on Chile due and I had completely forgotten. I think I set the world record for most pages of dribble...

Have you seen Gerard Butler in Law Abiding Citizen?

I am not sure why but he had a nude scene and I involuntarily whistled.

I think he's a great actor and P90X did his body great. No airbrushed abs necessary.

I just want to help. One dog off the street and rehomed is better than one's guts splattered on Hwy 90.

I found him while walking my dogs. He was all tangled and matted with mud.He is definitely a stray. He nips and I am training him to walk on a leash. Scruffy doesn't seem to have had much positive human contact.

If you are in the San Antonio/Austin area, or know someone who'd like a little dog. PM me.

He weighs about 10 lbs, I am getting his shots...

Wandering around downtown SF, I went into a bookstore and was immediately drawn to a bright pink book with a cover that simply read "Fuck this Book"

It has been over a month and I still thumb through it and laugh out loud. The author compiled pictures where the word 'fuck' was in place of a verb on a public sign.

Example: a sign that reads 'Additional parking in the rear' would say 'Additional fucking in the rear'

As profound as my thoughts...

I was looking at the poll and how many people think of others and themselves worst of all as ugly.

Wow....

One thing I have noticed about myself, is that 'ugly' is a foreign concept to me when it comes to looks.

If I think someone is ugly, something within them that disgusts me is shining through, even if the majority of people see that person as gorgeous.

It is unbelievable but I look at people from the inside out. I do not know how I...