The realization that my friend will leave in less than a month now is coming so fast now and I don't know what I will do. Someone I hang out with at least once a week if not more. Someone I get along with well and I learn from and he learns a little from me. The more I try to keep this friendship only in my heart, the less this works. I found out about the girlfriend too late. I'm gone now. I just don't know what I can do. Nothing really, because no matter what, he's an amazing friend and I couldn't...

wrldtraveler

Alright, so I have been hanging out more and more with this guy at my school. I have really tried not to have feelings for him. First off, he is going back to Korea in a few months. Then I find out recently he supposedly has a gf back home. He never mentioned it at all though.. so I wasn't sure. Finally tonight, he actually mentioned something. The deal is... they've been together two years, yet he's been here a year of that. They've had a lot of problems and stuff. Well again, I've tried not to...

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I'm totally nervous about tomorrow. Having two new friends over for dinner. They are both guys from Korea. I'm just nervous about the cooking and everything. Hopefully it will go well otherwise I will be eternally embarrassed. Now, they are not dating prospects... but still. It will be the first time for them to come over. I am nervous! I hope nothing goes wrong!

wrldtraveler

I am just so confused on everything lately and annoyed at certain things..

Well, I try to keep options open in meeting Asian guys because there aren't many here except.. international students. They of course stick in their groups, so thats hard to meet them. Then even when I do, I don't know if they actually would like a white girl. Next weekend (not this one coming up) if I get up the courage (going to hang out with like 4 from school... so 4 of them, and then 1 of me. wahoo), then...

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Ok, so I have been to two weddings in less than a month. There was one in January I wasn't invited to (won't get started with that though), but still. One was my cousin's wedding. The guy I walked with was a hot Asian guy. This recent wedding was a friend's to an Asian guy. Well, I am just kind of wondering when my turn is going to be ya know? I do my part to try and meet or approach guys enough, and then I also hang back to try that approach to see if that works and just subtly hint. So far nothing...

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