i just coasted, and no one noticed i could be smater, actually, my art teacher asked me once if i had understood what id written

passed all my exams without revising,

found school work easy, went to school more interesting then staying at home, and stay unnoticed by my father lol, would never do anything like that as i have a touch phobia when it comes to strangers, and could not live with my self if i did

I dont think prostitutes ar bad because of their profession, or would effect their parenting capacity,

i personaly there lives are punnishing enough, and what other people think of them, can in no way match what they must think of themselfs.
could i deal or cope with such a situation as a partner, NO, because i would not know how to deal with the pain, and rebuilding, and that has to do with a lack of stength in me rather then them...